older profile notes diaryland deviantart |  Predictions So I decided Jas and Kaylee are not worth it...they suck as friends. I cannot believe how much I got screwed over by them both...and it pisses me off that they can continue like it is nothing. Last Wednesday, I finally got a raise at work. Fucking 50 cents, which is a ton. But the next day, Brian got fired. I thought I was going to be sick. My extreme depression continued all weekend, keeping me down. I went into work on Friday, and was shaking. I could not work there without him...too many memories. I see everything and it reminds me of him. And the worst part is my stupid manager just wanted to get rid of him and did not give him a reason for the firing. So, my boyfriend is left without a car or job. And I now have to stress ten times more than before, which was bad in itself. It is hell right now, and it could get worse but it does not seem like it. The only thing I can predict that would make the situation worse than it is, is one of us dying. But that is a gross prediction. |